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| Thursday, November 1st, 2007 | | 1:17 pm |
X blues
Change can be depressing sometimes.
When that excitingly dreadful moment finally hits...
meh
woohoo!
but meh
Just gotta keep the matra going.
its all good
its all good
its all good
its all fucking good
I need to let go of the past and lunge for the future.
I see alot more fracturing and restruring of the social circle on the horizon...
wait.
I mean
Its all good
Its all good
Its all good
Its all good
Its all good
Its all good
Its all good
Its all good
Current Mood: meloncholy
Current Music: Its all good | | Sunday, October 21st, 2007 | | 5:21 pm |
This whole breakup has got to be the hardest thing I've done in a long time. I don't know what to do. It feels like I'm right back where I was 4 years ago. I want to save up an assload of cash, say fuck vancouver and go travelling for a really long time..... Current Mood: mehCurrent Music: Proton radio | | Sunday, September 30th, 2007 | | 8:13 am |
| | Monday, September 17th, 2007 | | 4:57 pm |
| | Saturday, August 25th, 2007 | | 2:51 pm |
As McKenna would say.. Youve really done it this time
It feels as though I've become nothing.
It was mentioned last night that I never post here anymore, and that i should. I guess its true, I just never feel like I have anything to say anymore.
Now I think I may have to leave everything in order to find whatever is left of myself.
and I'm scared.
Really really scared.
I'm not really scared of distancing from the psy scene... it feels rather dead. But having to distance myself from someone I love more than anyone is fucking frightening to me.
Maybe I'm missing the part of my brain that lets me see the big picture or something, because I've always had problems thinking of the future. Maybe deep down I really really believe that the world is going to end in 5 years and nothing really matters.
Maybe I was an evil fuck in previous lives and I'm punishing myself for it now. Who the hell knows.
Too bad I'm not suicidal and completely selfish, otherwise this mess would be a piece of cake to get out of. Oh well.. I always seem to end up on the tough path.
I guess I'll be stronger for it in the future. Its just too bad I'm so damn bad at seeing it.
Current Mood: broken
Current Music: random electro | | Monday, July 30th, 2007 | | 1:01 am |
break pedal
The Insuffliation Code of Conduct is as follows:
1.) Ask, do not offer
2.) When you think you'd like more... think again
3.) Don't forget to eat, sleep and fuck
4.) Respect the rules of the homesteads of others
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..
...
yes i know I've broken all of these rules so many times, yet here I am posting them for others to read. These were rules laid down by friends from high school when I first got into this whole rave buzyness. only back then it was all about speed. Now its ketamine. RRRRRrrrr fuck God dammit, we will get through this.
anyone who does k (myself included).... abide by these rules... and please slap me if i break them
to those outside of the everconvolvoluting ketasphere, please don't look down on me because of this weakness. I'm trying...
but I could use some help.
We're all in this together right? | | Monday, July 16th, 2007 | | 9:54 pm |
| | Sunday, July 8th, 2007 | | 3:47 am |
Post 777
Wow... I forgot how much good opening communication lines with someone can be.
I just found out that the lady who lives above me likes DNB, is best friends with the owner of the Red Room, and owns a VOIP company who's looking to take on a tech support/network admin apprentice.
go universe :) | | Thursday, June 28th, 2007 | | 4:58 pm |
Hey Visuals people! http://vancouver.craigslist.org/med/361974247.htmlVISUAL ARTIST WANTED TO PRODUCE VISUALS FOR LIVE ROCK BAND ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- Reply to: waveswinger@hotmail.com Date: 2007-06-27, 9:13PM PDT Band is looking for any visual artist, or someone with basic editing knowledge who might be interested in helping put together visuals for our live rock shows. We want to have visuals made that will synchronize to each song. And that the visuals would have a mood and timing that will work in harmony with the songs. We are looking to have the visuals complement the music. The music would play as a background to the visuals. We want to use a digital projector to have the visuals shoot onto a large back drop at the shows. The laptop should do as the main source. It will plug into the projector. Just to give a brief description of our part, We will be playing the entire music show off a lab top ourselves for the audio. Using the lab top, We will be playing the show using sequences. The sequences meaning that the whole show will be fixed to specific tempos/time codes. throughout the 45min set. We are looking to have the visuals run like a movie through out the 45 min set. The visuals will run in time with the music. We would like the visuals to change in time with the music. Its like we are performing a music score to compliment the visuals or vice versa. Our inspiration comes from bands like Pink Floyd, NIN and Doves etc...... We have recorded songs that we are ready to get started on. My contact is: Jason waveswinger@hotmail.com 730-0090 Location: Vancouver Compensation: We would like to discuss this in person. OK for recruiters to contact this job poster. Phone calls about this job are ok. Please do not contact job poster about other services, products or commercial interests. PostingID: 361974247 http://vancouver.craigslist.org/med/361974247.html | | Monday, June 25th, 2007 | | 12:55 am |
SAUL AND THE MOLEMEN!!
It is IMPERATIVE THAT YOU WATCH THIS VIDEO.
Marduk commands it.
Dude... the new Adult swim lineup is freaking intense. I almost want to get cable just so I can watch it. | | Friday, June 8th, 2007 | | 2:46 pm |
| | Wednesday, May 30th, 2007 | | 2:09 am |
Chopper dave... we have uh oh
| | Tuesday, May 29th, 2007 | | 2:20 pm |
| | Sunday, May 13th, 2007 | | 11:00 pm |
GETCHR CAR WASHED! ITS MY BIRTHDAY! GETCHR CAR WASHED! ITS MY BIRTHDAY!
At 10:22pm, May 14th, 2007, I am officially a quarter of a century old. You may all shower me with shiny gifts and cash now.
I keep freakin forgetting about my birthday until like 3 days before it. Even my grandma forgot about it until I mentioned it to her today. Oh well, its just a birthday.
This weekend was spent being very chill and pumped full of ATHF with Dennis and Jess. I really like how level headed both of those kids have gotten, what with all the working, art and not doing drugs that theyve been up to.
I was plagued with sleep paralisys last night though. I kept having to imagine myself curling up into a ball, growing a ball of energy, and then lunging with all my might out of bed. I finally managed to actually escape the big black cloud after about 10 attempts.
Its wierd, sleep paralisys used to freak the hell out of me, now it just frustrates me. It takes me forever to get tired and actually ready for sleep, and when I finally do, this big black cloud demon thing comes along and decides it wants to feed on my nerve impulses. Black clouds are bastards sometimes.
Other than that, things are good.
[RytalOut] | | Tuesday, May 8th, 2007 | | 10:34 pm |
| | Monday, May 7th, 2007 | | 7:01 pm |
| | Sunday, April 29th, 2007 | | 7:41 pm |
Dear LJ;
All of my friends are fucking insane, and need to stop doing drugs BEFORE deciding if they're being followed or not.
-Luke
PS I am insane too, but the only thing following me starts with a K. | | Thursday, April 12th, 2007 | | 12:55 am |
| | Wednesday, April 11th, 2007 | | 2:02 pm |
www.phonetrace.org
check it out, its creepy shit.
Triangulate the location of any phone number. | | Monday, April 9th, 2007 | | 1:47 am |
They told me I'd never turn into a Mac person... 
Holy fuck. 8 Processors. 8 Cores. In one fucking box. aahahahHAHAHAAHAHhAHahahahHHAHAHAHAHAH AAA ahhahaHA A AHAH H AH AH AH A A AHHAHHEHEHEHehehehehehEHEHEAHAEHEAHAEHae haeheaheahaehaeh HA AEH AAH AH Aahahahaha a ahahah ahahah a ha aa haa haahahahaaaaaahh hahahahah ahahahaha aa oly fuck ahhahaha a a a a a fwowah aaaahhhh ahahahahahhahaahhahhoopingkisgoodhahahah ahahaha aahahaha HAHAHAhahahah aha aahahhaaaa [/exhale] Please help us Steviewon KaJobzie, your our only hope on another note, how has everyones Easter weekend gone? [PS house party at Dennis n Jess place?] Current Music: Psychadellikally yourzaah |
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